Oops I did it again....

Hello, this is me back to myself....

Once upon a time, a long time ago, I promised to myself that this was not going to happen again, that I wouldn't be like that anymore. It was time for me to change and the only way that I found to do that was walking away, and in fact I did, for some time had the chance to just be someone else. Of course it was not like a total withdraw because those things kept happening to me. But I pretended that I didn't know, that I was too naive to see...

Some weeks ago, I decided that the time to give it another chance had arrived... Now I know I was wrong. I thought it would be different, I thought that part myself was gone, that I would never ever have to pass through this situation again, but once again I was wrong...

I don't know what to do... It's killing me actually, I shouldn't have... This shouldn't have... This was just not supposed to happen. Not again! I should have known better... A little distraction, and when I looked around I recognized where I was, where I am, this is familiar, this is the place that I did not want to visit again... It is all my fault, I know it and I'm so sorry babe... I really didn't meant to do this.... I'm sorry...

You shouldn't have fell in love with me